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Just get myself enrolled and start working in another start up company,  which wasn't bad at all, but I'm walking back into the path which I used to do, but failed to success. Just a random thought, if I repeat what I did in the past, would everything begun again? Meeting the same girl in my life, repeat the same stories written before, just that this time, I will success. Looking into the mirror, I had changed from a fit guy into a chubby guy, wondering when would the word fatass being use to describe myself, getting into gyms does help but I wish my body could have a better metabolism too. Wondering the illness gave me blessing or curse, I might have better virus resistance and also antibiotic, but what does it takes to exchange it? Gosh, just a mumbling post. dah, lunch time habis, balik kerja

Did you ever regret for doing something, which you felt ashamed, felt that you did something really bad and embarrassing? Had you ever tried to start up a business and lost thousands or millions? Ignited your dream by some sort of financial freedom and invest a thousands and never come back as promised? Put all the failure aside, did you learned from all the mistakes?  Oops, did you learn from the failure? To be honest I had my first failure during my 18 y/o, that's the time when everyone getting their mind all focus in SPM but i went and start goods trading, the first failure are due to my fear of dominant and also trust the wrong person, I went all in and I lose everything. I will never forget that night when I receive the goods all of us investing in, it's all bullshit, a 30k worth goods are now all stuck and still left in my house, inside the storage and I never ever go and check it out. Time by time, it's already 2017, I'm 23 now, I faced the second fai

Ever since I started my blog, I always mention the definition of life, the purpose of life, which I once define it as SUCCESS. It sounds good and right after all, but when time passed, i felt there's something even better for me to define my purpose and definition of life. Before I talked about the new definition, let's talk about why I thought that SUCCESS aren't and couldn't be the words for this. SUCCESS sounds great, but how many of you, or even the people around can be crowned as the success one?  The winner of life own their life, a house, a car, a great family? But how could you really define the quantity, the quality?  When we talked about success, most of the time and most of us thought of a pile of cash, spending like money isn't an issue! Having a super car yet still wanna buy a private jet, having luxury lifestyle and niche goods lie around the wardrobe. Isn't these great?  For those whom having all these are the winner of life! He/She IS